20051031
Yes.. its finally over... haahha but i am not entirely happy cause i screwed up my ying yong wen.ＴＭＤ out of point!!! wha lao!
I guess what done is done...
Festival of sports in on wednesday. Bloody hell... i am friggin pissed.
The sec 4s Aqua Captain ball, as well as the swim relay is CANCELLED, whereas the sec 1s to 3s still have their swim relays... wha laoz i think its totally unfair lor...
We were bloody discussing about this and getting damn excited over it for the past few days man, and this shit juz have to happened...
besides we are sec 4s right? this is supposed to be our first and last year having such "aqua games", and now we have none, whereas the sec 1s still have another 4 years to go?...this is just spastic
Wha crap la i dunno what the P.E department is doing.
posted @ 2:41 PM
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20051024
I have been looking forward to the days where we can finally unite and have fun my good friend. A suitable place that is well-suited for both of us i am sure, and a special environment that would allow us to develope to our fullest, and at the same time have fun. However, the circumstances have changed...
A change in perception...
I admit that i am pretty upset over it...
I respect your decision..But i sincerely hope that you have picked the right choice and would have no regrets....
Good luck my friend
posted @ 11:49 PM
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20051020
sometimes i just dislike the way things are...
Too many commitments and too little time...
I attended piano lessons yesterday at plaza sing after my last Chinese examination...was in a pretty bad state then, for i was totally exhausted after weeks of examination. I was not surprised that my skills have dropped a hell lot, though i do not have a lot to begin with, but... i could sense the disappointment in my teacher.
There are times like this where i just feel really helpless about the things that are happening around me... i have been told to practise more since the exams are over and at least get back to my old form... Rest assured... I will do my very best to achieve this... Playing the Piano is definitely my passion...but there are times...where you do not have the luxury to pursue your passion...times when you are overly bogged down by too much stuff and you are unable to breathe, think or rest... I am really sorry if i cannot live up to your expectations... but.. i can only promise that i will try my best..
Its only one day after the examination and i have started to train again... I really do not have a choice... my competition is at the end of november... Not that i ain't looking forward to it, and i am sure it would be another wonderful experience abroad... but the thought of having so much responsibilities, so much tasks to fufill, it just makes me really want to puke. I was told by my coach that i have to perform for its not simply just a win or lose matter for me, but there are greater implications if i screw up... once again.. }Pressure{ is working against me ... i have enough of this shit seriously..
How am i suppose to get back to my original form in my throwing? I need time...
How am i suppose to get back to my original form in my piano? I need time....
I have already made so many sacrifices, do i still have to make further sacrifices... do I?....
posted @ 9:02 PM
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20051019
ITS OVER ITS OVER ITS OVER!!! YESH!!!!!!!
my goodness, the stress the pressure... and those shit.. its finally gone. Most importantly, I know i have made it to Hcjc (: but whether how well or how badly did i score, i seriously have an idea yet. haha...
Well well, that doesn't mean i can slack yet man! theres still the O Level Higher Chinese... I better do well, if not... haha my goodness. The consequences are unthinkable my friends
posted @ 11:57 AM
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